You know that moment in life where you just honestly haven't the slightest idea what to do and have absolutely no one to talk to about it? Running into that problem the last few days. Both sides of the situation aren't the greatest, and the pressure to do whats consider "right" from both parties is just insane
. I keep going back and forth and it's driving me up the wall.
I need to make a life changing choice and simply CANNOT keep it together. Mentally, emotionally, physically. I'm under so much stress it's unbearable and my mind is literally shutting down to the point where I haven't been able to function. Not helping with making said choice at all
Do any of you have any ideas for stress relieving activities? Would appreciate hearing anything you all would think would help
I do have some good news though! The CT scan came back clean, no lumps or bumps to be removed. This makes me happy. I still have to take a lot of medicine for the next month and half, but I'm more then happy to do that then having something else wrong. Progress, progress, progress.
Hoping to get back home to CA soon, I'm driving myself mad over here in IL
In an effort to keep positive and distracted, here is a small feature of beautiful things I've stumbled upon recently